Kurochi, Shiroko // Ixchel "Izzy" Rosencrantz (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
whitrthanwhite) wrote2016-09-05 05:39 pm
whitrthanwhite) wrote2016-09-05 05:39 pm
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Ugh. What do you take for nightmares that seem to be regular.
My brother wouldn't cross dress and he doesn't have DID!
Edited 2016-09-06 08:53 (UTC)
I'm not saying he has DID! I'm saying its a form of escapism. You know. Like Noriko's temporary hypnotism stints. Only less supernatural.
You might be stressed.
Are you having trouble sleeping otherwise, or...?
Are you having trouble sleeping otherwise, or...?
Not super majorly.
Just I keep having nightmares where I wake up and find I'm my mother.
Or I've become a teenage delinquent.
Or a giant wall of Jell-O crushes me while I'm standing on the moon facing a monolith while "Thus Spoke Zarathustra" plays.
Just I keep having nightmares where I wake up and find I'm my mother.
Or I've become a teenage delinquent.
Or a giant wall of Jell-O crushes me while I'm standing on the moon facing a monolith while "Thus Spoke Zarathustra" plays.
... Jell-O.
Do you... have you any idea why you're having these dreams? Like, at all?
... Especially the Jell-O one.
Do you... have you any idea why you're having these dreams? Like, at all?
... Especially the Jell-O one.
The first two are probably related to my brother, who I must protect from becoming a homicidal demon king delinquent with 5 pompadours who will take over Japan if I ease off of him.
The Jell-O I'm not sure, but might have to do with all the black magic in my system??
The Jell-O I'm not sure, but might have to do with all the black magic in my system??
Edited 2016-09-06 16:38 (UTC)
Maybe you need to get out your magic in some way. You might be building it up and it's causing negative effects.
I use it all the time for work!
Hnmm... Maybe your body got too used to that, though?
Is there anything else you use your magic with?
Is there anything else you use your magic with?
No. Because I refuse to.
Edited 2016-09-06 17:31 (UTC)
... I think we found out the source of the build-up, then.
You can't do that to yourself. Even I have to use my abilities once in a while for their intended use, or else it'll end up becoming unbearable.
Energy has to go somewhere, after all.
You can't do that to yourself. Even I have to use my abilities once in a while for their intended use, or else it'll end up becoming unbearable.
Energy has to go somewhere, after all.
I refuse to depend on magic. End of story.
Non-negotiable.
Either use it, or find a way to get rid of it.
This isn't a thing you can go "well, I just won't use it because I don't want to" at-- magic doesn't play nice when you don't use it.
Either use it, or find a way to get rid of it.
This isn't a thing you can go "well, I just won't use it because I don't want to" at-- magic doesn't play nice when you don't use it.
It doesn't? Only one who has to learn is the user. You can't train magic to just do what you think it should be doing. The user's the only outlet.
Honestly, nothing good ever comes of going "I refuse to use it". Those who say that usually find themselves looking like fools for not noticing warning signs.
I hate my abilities, but I'd rather use them instead of making myself worse.
Honestly, nothing good ever comes of going "I refuse to use it". Those who say that usually find themselves looking like fools for not noticing warning signs.
I hate my abilities, but I'd rather use them instead of making myself worse.
I'll forced it to be trained.
I refuse to be dragged into magic nonsensically.
I plan to live an absolutely normal perfect life.
Forever.
I refuse to be dragged into magic nonsensically.
I plan to live an absolutely normal perfect life.
Forever.
...
Shiroko, do you realize how asinine you sound right now?
Shiroko, do you realize how asinine you sound right now?
It's not asinine to want to live a relatively normal life with minimal strangeness.
I refuse to let my mother be right that I'm a freak.
I refuse to let my mother be right that I'm a freak.
Because it's what matters to me. I want to prove her wrong because it's my ultimate revenge by proving her wrong.
...
Do you even talk to her, anymore?
Do you even talk to her, anymore?
No.
But living my life completely normal is my revenge.
My ideal.
My desire.
My hope.
My virtue.
My perfect world.
But living my life completely normal is my revenge.
My ideal.
My desire.
My hope.
My virtue.
My perfect world.
... Again.
Do you know how asinine you're sounding at the moment?
Like, you're saying stuff I'd expect the villain in a comic would say. One of those really edgy comics, too.
Do you know how asinine you're sounding at the moment?
Like, you're saying stuff I'd expect the villain in a comic would say. One of those really edgy comics, too.
How does being normal sound edgy.
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